Chapter 42 Chapter 42 ས ༣ 48%£ 55 vouchers KAEL I had almost forgotten what day it was, until I walked in and meth crowd at every corner of the house. My gaze met with my father who gave me a single nod to acknowledge me, and I couldn't believe that in the end he still did what he wanted. Tonight was all about him. What the pack members would think of him, how the elders would praise him, and he didn't even care about how I felt deep down, as long as I showed up and completed the ceremony.

My stomach churned angrily from all the pretentious looks I was getting from everyone and I headed straight into my room. I wasn't in the mood to mingle, and didn't even bother to invite anyone on my own. Everyone present tonight was all my father's guests and I have no business entertaining any of them. As soon as I got into my room, I snapped the door shut and crashed on the bed. The only thing I looked forward to was experiencing the full emergence of my wolf tonight and our connection.

That was the only thing I had been using to console myself since Father began the whole preparation, otherwise, he wouldn't even see me tonight. Father was so desperate to make me take on the burden of responsibility I never wanted, and worse, he wouldn't even give me enough time to mentally prepare myself. I missed the presence of my mother tonight more than any other day. Before I knew it, I had already pulled out her picture from one of the books on my desk and was now staring at it.

It was the last picture we took together at a Pack event, and as usual, she had the brightest smile I had ever seen on her face. She was always so supportive. Kind. And would always cheer for others. I hate to compare my parents, but she was the complete opposite of my father, and she had to die before I could figure that out. If there was anyone who wanted to see this day more, it was her. She'd always talk about it on my birthdays, teasing me about how she couldn't wait until I became a real man, and even planned in advance. She made a whole list of what she wanted.

Who she'd invite, literally everything. She was so eager to see this day even more than I wanted, and seeing how her eyes lit up every time she spoke about the ceremony made my heart melt. And then she died, and father dismissed all her ideas of the ceremony. He prioritized the Pack's opinion more than his dead wife's wish. My jaw clenched as I stared at my mother's picture, and I just wanted everything to end already so that we could all move on. This was definitely the last time my father would have his way when it came to making decisions in my personal life.

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