After Sleening with My Childh Chapter 92 Chapter 92 Talk Talk-Talking > "It's our wedding video…" He says, and my heart drops to the pit of my stomach. "It'll be fun to look back," he adds. But I don't feel that way. I don't remember our wedding or if I was happy. I don't remember the trail of events that led to that decision. Was it a desperate move made by me? I remember nothing. Around those days, I felt a deep sense of shame and disgust for my appearance.

I was fresh out of a breakup. My memories are not nice. I don't know who the witness was. Were there any guests? They must have been judging me for being fat.. Miles must have looked stunning. People must have thought we were an odd couple. I don't want to watch the video because I am afraid I might harm this relationship with my insecurities even before it starts. Ethan's words have scarred me for years and I can still feel the pinch sometimes.

'Do you have any idea what people say when they see us together? My sisters tell me I can do better than some fat ugly chick. I feel fucking ashamed to even take you out for dinner.' He had told me that day. He grabs the remote and I blare out, "I don't really feel like watching it right now." Miles looks at me quizzically. "Why not? Don't you want to see how beautiful you looked in your dress? By the way, I selected that one. We had a blast while dress shopping." My heart clenches.

"Is that in the video?" I ask hopefully. Was I happy while dress shopping? Miles tsks. "No. This video is only from the wedding ceremony." I shake my head. "Then I just don't really feel like it. Can we do something else instead?" I mumble, hoping he'll drop the subject. I want to tell him the truth, but I'm scared that he'll be disappointed in me. "Sure, we can do something else. What do you want to do?" I breathe a sigh of relief. "I don't know. Maybe we could take a stroll.

Get some fresh air?" Miles turns off the tv and drawls. "Or we could fuck… I laugh. 17:24 After Sleening with My Childhood Dri 1 Vicked 11m Out from My World Chapter 92 "Yes, we could," I say, smiling, "Wait here…" He walks out of my room and I close my eyes in frustration. He was so enthusiastic about watching the wedding video. I feel bad. I don't think I can ever openly admit this to him. Avery. His voice breaks my chain of thoughts. I look up and he gestures me to come.

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